somehow we are growing full
with all the silent joy
that is bubbling up like spring
Make a doorway
so it can flow free
and feed the heart
Say yes and yes and yes
to be alive
to be here
this is what we have
You make a new path
with your light
and love what you see
you leave behind a trail
Tomorrow, you see new
make new choice
You are not solid being
you, like water
free to flow
When the source begins it’s journey
to the ocean of Spirit
it does not know how it will arrive
so let go of knowing
and enjoy the way
Tag Archives: spirit
There is a great fire burning in my heart
i am clearing my life of what was carried for so long
Here, now, not knowing where i shall go
everyday i grow lighter and lighter
When the wind blows i am lifted on it
the spirit sings and moves like the trees
i walk among the people and see their life
i am happy when i am not a person
with a heavy load
It seems so simple
when i am empty of myself
i am full with peace and joy
Everywhere i am here, nowhere to go
the less i have,
the more i am free.
I dream of running free
wild beneath an open sky
Wind in hair
rain on skin
lying flesh to earth
of grass and leaves
I dream of being alive
to fill life completely
Of spirit unleashed
to move and breathe
Of being love
I dream of a spring
flowing from the core
of my beginning
and see how i have polluted it
all the light distorted
I pray that the great Love
will take me, not let me go.
Make me strong enough
to honour the crystal waters
Light on Light.
This great love that comes upon you,
that wraps you, envelops you,
melts you so tenderly
in the indescribable embrace;
That breaks you open with a soft “Oh!”
of surprised loving;
That enters you utterly
with the most exquisite gentleness
you have ever perceived;
It is not yours –
neither of your own doing,
nor of your own effort:
It is a gift from beyond,
it is grace flowing –
it is the support of light itself.
Don’t take it for granted!
There’s a tiny voice, far too loud:
“I have been searching everywhere
whilst you were here always,
I will take you when I am ready –
You are all that I long for – please stay
whilst I step aside
to continue my dream
for just a little longer:
Your touch is – unspeakably divine
but you want me far too much,
or is it I who is wanting?
Either way, I will drown myself in you,
but first, let me forget again –
so I may behave like one who has not
been kissed by the source of G-d –
for just another day, or week,
or perhaps a life or two:
I’m not yet ready to exchange
for the infinity of unbound loving,
My shadows still need
a little space, to play.”
When this Love comes
and say “yes, yes, YES!”
You must be ready
to throw yourself in completely –
to give up every thing you have
in an unstoppable flow of gratitude;
Be unspeakable –
really you have nothing to give,
all you can offer is so incredibly modest
in the ultimate face of this – Love.
It is the greatest mystery
why any being,
any small, lost, suffering being
(which is all that we are)
would reject the beloved;
Would reject truth, and life itself,
for a few more stolen moments
destructively engaged with the senses.
Oh, we hurt ourselves so
much, whilst G-d weeps.
Don’t take love for granted!
When grace comes,
the time is right –
the time is now.
Let it set your heart on fire
and don’t turn back.
When you recognise how small you are
as you try to ignore G-d –
When you see how long, how patiently
your own Soul has been waiting;
When you realise how relentlessly
this love has been poured upon you –
and know how much
you have been forgiven,
You will weep oceans of tears.
Bow down to this light, this love,
this absolute tenderness – in which
you have been so completely permeated –
accept the Soul’s embrace;
From this moment,
surrender to the infinite holding,
in every breath of spirit
be moved by Grace.
Whisper into the fullness,
“Here is my heart:
Take it, Enter,
We all have Wounds
and we try to conceal them from Light;
We bandage them tightly
and say “Don’t touch me there!
Don’t even look –
It will hurt
You can spend a whole life time
of being tender.
Don’t be afraid
of becoming undone.
when perfectly revealed,
will release you fully
What do you long for?
If you stop to listen
for even one moment,
You will feel
the Presence of Light
against every atom
We can find a thousand reasons
to resist the Soul’s embrace
Secretly we know
Only this Love –
relentlessly seeking our softness;
flowing toward us
in wave after Luminous wave –
can dissolve all the Pain
we mistakenly held on to
in this long
We hide behind walls of grief
for we know
we will be lost
in the infinite of Loving
when we surrender
to be separate.
It’s time to let go of our shadows;
The purest freedom comes
Don’t run away,
be opened by the sweetness;
abandon the self completely
to your burning Heart:
has been waiting there,
since the first spark of Life,
to immerse your whole Being
I did not sleep this night
and now the sun is already rising high;
I will not sleep this day,
but empty my mind for you
and open my heart,
for we missed the moment
of true conversation
far too often –
I have been too busy
showing the world
what a terrible fool I can be
when I ignore your whispers.
There’s this little child in me you see,
having tantrums –
She’s wild with fear and pain
and the raging torrents of her tears
She screams so loud – and fights
like a wild animal, cornered,
I do anything to silence her
and say “G-d look away for a moment”
(how could I say such things?)
and then how far I fall.
Only yesterday it seemed
I could touch your outstretched hand
with my trembling fingers –
Now I can hardly lift my head
I am so ashamed
Blossom is falling from the trees
and the birds have been singing to you
with the whole of their being
They never even had the smallest doubt –
that’s how innocent they are.
Please, help me to listen
more closely, more deeply,
I don’t want to be apart from you
for even one more moment;
There’s no where to go but inside you
Outside, you know, I’m lost.
This life is no place for
someone like me,
Your love alone keeps me alive;
If I can not live for you
Then I am already dying!
If I take even one step
without you in mind
all the light fades
and this body grows tired and weak
My spirit is kept alight
by your presence
burning in the heart;
I cannot be without your grace;
when I forget you, even for one breath,
I become a ghost, dim, crumbling into dust –
I’ve had enough, I will abandon myself here!
I’ve tortured myself for far too long
searching for ways to surrender –
I bow down completely –
You’ve seen all my mistakes!
Take every part of me,
Let me not move
unless it is with you in sight;
There isn’t time to fool about like this –
every breath I take away from your presence
is an agony in the heart
You gave me the greatest blessing
when you looked at me
for that infinity of a fleeting glance
The smallest glimpse
Now I spend every moment
to see you again.
I don’t ask for anything,
but if I be lacking
in some quality needed to reach you,
then give me that.
This is my only prayer;
That I may honour you, fully,
for as long as it takes
for every Soul to come home.
Oh Sweet, sweet untouchable Beloved,
I give myself to you completely –
If should take even one step
which would make you weep,
send every angel you know
to stop me.
You broke me open a thousand times
and each time healed me
until the pain of becoming tender
was sweet as nectar.
You sent your breath like a hot desert wind
into my deepest unknown
and I entered into your cave.
You walked with me in my sleeping
and in my waking laughed at my surprise.
I am becoming softer
I am becoming stronger.
I am opening like a gentle river
Ancient flowing – Spirit moving
I breathe in – I breathe out
Ever drawing closer.
The journey continues
I a child among mysteries
Heart beating to the rhythm of every cell
I am a living being.
You can move through me
I yield like clouds
but in my heart is a lion’s roar.
I shall stay awake all night
sitting within my own stillness.
I shall listen for the echo of the drum beat
then journey to its source.
I shall return to that place from which the heart whispers;
Where lovers reveal moonlight secrets:
where spirit is born.
At dawn I will go out
into the unbroken day.
I shall walk lightly with clear eyes and an open heart
so that I will be present to receive your blessings
with the awareness that they deserve.
I shall bathe in the music of new beginnings
and bear witness to the mysteries you have revealed.
When the world stirs I will turn to face you and say “YES!
and YES!” because I am not afraid to give myself completely
whilst honouring my own sweet truth;
So that each step is a humble offering
to adorn your dance.
I shall empty my mind to receive what we had always known
then bow down to honour your beauty.
I will remember yesterday’s sorrows
only for the wisdom which they taught.
And what was not given with love I shall set aside:-
Liberating our ancient hurts
to be returned to that place from which the heart whispers;
Where lovers create sun-kissed futures
and spirit is born
We long to send our spirits up – To soar above the sky
Yet our tiny hearts will tremble – All the faster when we try
We would be steadfast warriors – With intentions made of gold
Yet our human ways will stumble – On the same mistakes of old
Invisible threads connect us – In ways we don’t perceive
Yet we imagine we are separate – And alone the ‘I’ must grieve
In darkness we find lightness – As healing grows through pain
Then we see in one another – The beauty and the shame
We carry deep within us – The source of all that is
Yet we struggle in confusion – Imperfect incomplete
Intelligence misleads us – It feeds the ego mind
In the search for truth and wisdom – We can’t know the things we find
Our questions lead us higher – Then throw us to the ground
It isn’t ‘till the asker fades – That nothing can be found
In the stillness of the night time – By the language of the wild
We pass through the fear that bound us – To reclaim the dreaming child
In dancing and in music – And In the simple joy to be
In the quiet understanding – That we share we can be free
We breathe light toward the centre – As we ride upon the wave
To cry and laugh as love transforms us – Humble gentle brave