somehow we are growing full
with all the silent joy
that is bubbling up like spring
Make a doorway
so it can flow free
and feed the heart
Say yes and yes and yes
to be alive
to be here
this is what we have
You make a new path
with your light
and love what you see
you leave behind a trail
Tomorrow, you see new
make new choice
You are not solid being
you, like water
free to flow
When the source begins it’s journey
to the ocean of Spirit
it does not know how it will arrive
so let go of knowing
and enjoy the way
Tag Archives: journey
This great love that comes upon you,
that wraps you, envelops you,
melts you so tenderly
in the indescribable embrace;
That breaks you open with a soft “Oh!”
of surprised loving;
That enters you utterly
with the most exquisite gentleness
you have ever perceived;
It is not yours –
neither of your own doing,
nor of your own effort:
It is a gift from beyond,
it is grace flowing –
it is the support of light itself.
Don’t take it for granted!
There’s a tiny voice, far too loud:
“I have been searching everywhere
whilst you were here always,
I will take you when I am ready –
You are all that I long for – please stay
whilst I step aside
to continue my dream
for just a little longer:
Your touch is – unspeakably divine
but you want me far too much,
or is it I who is wanting?
Either way, I will drown myself in you,
but first, let me forget again –
so I may behave like one who has not
been kissed by the source of G-d –
for just another day, or week,
or perhaps a life or two:
I’m not yet ready to exchange
for the infinity of unbound loving,
My shadows still need
a little space, to play.”
When this Love comes
and say “yes, yes, YES!”
You must be ready
to throw yourself in completely –
to give up every thing you have
in an unstoppable flow of gratitude;
Be unspeakable –
really you have nothing to give,
all you can offer is so incredibly modest
in the ultimate face of this – Love.
It is the greatest mystery
why any being,
any small, lost, suffering being
(which is all that we are)
would reject the beloved;
Would reject truth, and life itself,
for a few more stolen moments
destructively engaged with the senses.
Oh, we hurt ourselves so
much, whilst G-d weeps.
Don’t take love for granted!
When grace comes,
the time is right –
the time is now.
Let it set your heart on fire
and don’t turn back.
When you recognise how small you are
as you try to ignore G-d –
When you see how long, how patiently
your own Soul has been waiting;
When you realise how relentlessly
this love has been poured upon you –
and know how much
you have been forgiven,
You will weep oceans of tears.
Bow down to this light, this love,
this absolute tenderness – in which
you have been so completely permeated –
accept the Soul’s embrace;
From this moment,
surrender to the infinite holding,
in every breath of spirit
be moved by Grace.
Whisper into the fullness,
“Here is my heart:
Take it, Enter,
I woke in the night
and there were tears,
so many tears, falling:
My heart wide open, weeping
for all those
who could not take your hand.
There were thirsty men in the desert –
travelled so far, searching
for their longing to be quenched;
You came to them with water
but they did not know you
and they could not drink.
I woke in the stillness,
it was such a sweet, soft night
and I was weeping.
I saw so many thirsty men
praying, walking, searching –
oh, Heart, what will become of them?
If you are breaking open
and there is no ground or walls,
nor person to say “Yes I am that”,
If there is no knowing nor faith
and no desire;
If you have discovered
that everything you believe in,
all that you touch, dissolves;
If nothing can be confirmed,
What do you do?
I stay still, feeling,
If the pain grows deeper – let it,
If the fear comes stronger – let it,
If disturbance comes to destroy
this entire world – let it!
What could I do
but stay in my heart?
Stay here, where
something is burning.
And whilst I wait between
unknowable and unknown,
Perhaps the life
that is warm and moving
will carry my understanding
deeper, to a place where
All this breaking will only have been
the tearing down of walls:
the walls of my being.
So if it hurts and feels like it’s the end,
maybe it’s only the beginning of beyond;
Because the walls are not me
and all I ever asked for was to be free:
Free of all that is not true,
Free to merge with infinity,
to meet G-d – Fully.
(It was a name we were given
for that which has no name.)
All that ever remains is this longing.
You broke me open a thousand times
and each time healed me
until the pain of becoming tender
was sweet as nectar.
You sent your breath like a hot desert wind
into my deepest unknown
and I entered into your cave.
You walked with me in my sleeping
and in my waking laughed at my surprise.
I am becoming softer
I am becoming stronger.
I am opening like a gentle river
Ancient flowing – Spirit moving
I breathe in – I breathe out
Ever drawing closer.
The journey continues
I a child among mysteries
Heart beating to the rhythm of every cell
I am a living being.
You can move through me
I yield like clouds
but in my heart is a lion’s roar.
I shall stay awake all night
sitting within my own stillness.
I shall listen for the echo of the drum beat
then journey to its source.
I shall return to that place from which the heart whispers;
Where lovers reveal moonlight secrets:
where spirit is born.
At dawn I will go out
into the unbroken day.
I shall walk lightly with clear eyes and an open heart
so that I will be present to receive your blessings
with the awareness that they deserve.
I shall bathe in the music of new beginnings
and bear witness to the mysteries you have revealed.
When the world stirs I will turn to face you and say “YES!
and YES!” because I am not afraid to give myself completely
whilst honouring my own sweet truth;
So that each step is a humble offering
to adorn your dance.
I shall empty my mind to receive what we had always known
then bow down to honour your beauty.
I will remember yesterday’s sorrows
only for the wisdom which they taught.
And what was not given with love I shall set aside:-
Liberating our ancient hurts
to be returned to that place from which the heart whispers;
Where lovers create sun-kissed futures
and spirit is born